“All I want is simple. Respect and a pleasant life.”
Hi. I am a mother of a 5 yr-old, 3 yr-old, and a 1 yr-old.
I work 15 hours a day as an online teacher and a writer. During my free time I do the house chores (except cooking) and taking care of the children.
It is always a long and tiring day. All these are nothing but the stress from a partner is what is slowly killing me.
I have thought of killing myself many times but I couldn’t because I love my children. So I end up hitting myself and cutting my hair.
Somehow there is relief and satisfaction when I punish myself for fighting for and putting up with a man who above anyone else torture me mentally and emotionally.
I feel like I have no where to go because my family disowned me for choosing this man… Do you now understand why being a masochist is my so-called resort?
Yes, I am despicable and stupid for being a doormat for this man. What can I do? I have 3 young kids and nowhere to go and noone to turn to. Yes I am doomed.
This man is good when he is not drunk. He is a very good father and a partner. Unfortunately, he just can’t avoid drinking and driving me crazy.. literally.
I have nothing much to say. Only if I could have a place to escape, a house, and someone who can help me and my kids to get away from here I would.
😪 God help me.
– This is how domestic violence makes women think and feel. This is dedicated to my friend whom I love so dearly.